February 2011
And they knew I was a creep since the day I was...
So we’ve all been crushing on this guy that lives upstairs from us and so we found him on Facebook and friended him. WELLLLLL he definitely has seen it and has not accepted so now I feel SUPER creepy hahaha. But on a better note, I felt strong enough today to delete all the profile pictures with Mike and I. A small step in getting better. My friend Alex is also determined to get me to get...
January 2011
Dream a little dream of me.
There are so many things I wish I could say. Like how the fading of summertime is beautiful, but sad. How a tear falling from someone’s eye can speak volumes. How falling in love breathes promises of happiness and all the while fills your mind, body and heart with a soaring feeling; nothing can touch you. How when that love leaves you are shattered. You don’t exist anymore. You float...
Happiness hit her like a train on a track.
That’s not a good thing, being hit with happiness at such a large speed and force. It’s brutal to be overwhelmed by all of that at once. Trust me, I know. I just posted the last of my pictures from one of the folders I have for this site so I’m done for the night. I wonder if anyone has read this in the past few weeks.
Day Nine!
9 loves:
1. the beach/summer
2. the sound of mac n cheese
3. a good book
4. chai tea lattes
5. thunderstorms
6. driving around with the windows down and music blasting
7. animals (penguins especially)
8. my blackberry
9. Mike
I believe in a thing called love.
We have been created for greater things, not just to be a number in the world, not just to go for diplomas and degrees, this work and that work. We have been created in order to love and to be loved. -Mother Teresa
Kiss me in sweet slow motion. let’s let everything...
Everything hurts. Huge headache, huge tummy ache and of course my right eye aches as if someone punched me as hard as they could. I just read half of the book ‘The Stranger’ by Camus. It was strange. I want to find out what happens, but it hurts too much to read. My dog is dying. She’s old and has been blind for a while now, but her seizures are taking over. She didn’t...
Outta my head.
There are certain days you can’t breathe. You want to, but every time you go to take a breath something stabs you in the chest. It’s like the pleasure of feeding oxygen to your brain is stabbing your heart bit by bit. Little pinpricks of pain are shooting through you as you remember what you have had. But you know what? You can’t regret any of it. At one point you were happy. At...
You're beautiful, every little piece love.
Still goin strong with our girls night. Except we added a boy to the mix. Wayne haha. Kristen’s little boy/friend thing haha. It’s okay, but I’ve thought about Mike a lot today. I feel like he’s completely changed now. It makes me sad. Oh well. I’m happy, don’t get me wrong, but I miss who he was. Who we were. We had a great relationship when we had it. My elbow...
